today there has been another blackout and i wish i could have been there if only for the homogenity of the darkness and my soul.

today i slept for 2 hours and it has been somewhat uplifting.

to someone i have not talked to for a week; he will understand, someday.

Slytherin! You’re classy to the core, favoring the
traditionally finest things the world has to
offer. While you may or may not be evil *wink*
you certainly have the power and attitude to
get what you want. You’re clever as all heck,
and tend to be a couple steps ahead of even the
most astute Ravenclaw.

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alright lol milk and cereal asian and english, but really, there’s only one cute guy out of the four of them! and no one agrees mutters. they all think its the spiky chinese one, or the two hairy twins, but please!

in case this post sounds very off, the reason why i posted it was cos its a damn cute song.

for the third time in three consecutive weeks, i’ve returned home from basketball with injuries that i don’t realise i’ve had till the next day like now. sprained left middle finger, thumb, left wrist and now a bruised knee, i’m a walking collection of my passion; i played 4 half court sets yesterday and made 2/5 shots and yet somehow i was slightly happy and contented.

nolens volens, conflagration and implosion of sorts, maybe someday i did be truly happy.

” “You must be strong for your mother’s sake” But because of that I have never grieved. Robbed of a father and robbed of grief. “

and where is the release, turmoil within yourself, relentless, merciless.

almost a week later, and i declare almost closure.

but doors are never really closed are they?

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20 hours of sleep the past 4 days, and its something i did gladly do all over again; nus nus nus-serangoon tchs; to and fro in a whirlwind of cabfare and ticking time. i calculate about $30 of transportation fee frittled away just like this. but hell it was fun.

is it just me or does orlando have the potential to become the best team in the east, even trashing the pistons? look at the draft, jameer nelson and dwight howard, one of the best point guards and forwards around. and imagine this, if t mac doesn’t move and grant hill heals, you’ll have a first four of nelson, t mac, hill, howard and who cares about the fifth! you have 4 guys who can score, rebound, pass, and defend. effing amazing.

the sixers got andre iguodala a flexible player who plays the first 3 positions, but really, we need a forward. as it is, iverson plays point, and shooting, willie green the same, kyle korver shooting and god that’s damn lot of sgs. we need more beef in the centre for chrissakes, cos glenn robinson in his day, can be pretty devastating. as it is, sam dam and k thomas would have to bear the burden for the season.

but trades are not over; billy king will do something.

words from michael jordan.

“I miss the game,” he says, but that’s not quite right. What he misses is dominating it. Controlling everything around him. And being the absolute best.

“Basketball was the place where I could express who I was,” he says. “I wish I could play forever, but I know I’m old. My knees hurt.”

but jordan, you live on forever in our hearts. you may not be incandescent now, but you did be transient forever.

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this year, the draft is crazy. i have no idea where it’s heading, what the sixers are doing, what other teams are doing. this is so freakishly scary, but exciting, because i do not have any idea on how the shape of the nba is going to change; shaq with nash, finley, nowitzki and walker in dallas? kobe with payton and with 1123412321 draft picks? tracy mcgrady with yao ming in houston; will malone join them? sixers drafting big for pavel podlon wahlauhisnameistoolong or going small for jameer nelson and therefore trade iverson (which is damn unlikely)? alright, they did just as soon trade for a swingman, and get rid of glenn robinson. phoenix trading their number 7 pick away, and forfeiting pavel podlon hsadfasd for money and future draft picks? bobcats getting gerald wallace, and probably dwight howard, and??

omg, this has got to be the best draft EVER. t-mac, shaq, on the move. antawn jamison with the wizards; arenas and jamison, two of the more exciting young players in the league, and for all you may know, kwame brown may just flourish. and i have absolutely no idea where this is all heading.

a few days later and i would still say the same thing, that maybe i’m not as immortal as i believed myself to be, and there’s really nothing to be confident of at all.

(everything around me is falling in pieces.)

there’s hardly any soul to me these days is there?

silence is easy.