and god gave us memories so that we could have roses in december

Thursday, July 27, 2006

meme from supermango (i think i would like to eat a supermango would you it’s big and juicy)

Filed under: memes — by dandelionwine @ 1:38 am

My teacher once said pak you must work hard!

Never in my life will i be able to repay my mom for her love and care.

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile is jac and it’s meant in a platonic fashion.

I like finding good random music and playing them at 1 a.m. in the morning, walking down my house when there’s a slight breeze, stoning in the rain and sprinting uninhibitedly on ared track.

The last time i laughed was when i read jinwei’s msn. =>

7/26/2006 1:14:02 PM jinwei. – in your house i long to be. and stars hang like pretty teenagers, waiting for their chance you are damn hardcore la. do you do anything else besides play and sleep?
7/26/2006 1:14:21 PM jinwei. – in your house i long to be. and stars hang like pretty teenagers, waiting for their chance aw crap. it’s only one.
7/26/2006 1:14:28 PM jinwei. – in your house i long to be. and stars hang like pretty teenagers, waiting for their chance you’re probably not even awake yet
7/26/2006 1:14:37 PM jinwei. – in your house i long to be. and stars hang like pretty teenagers, waiting for their chance and you left yourself logged in as usual.
7/26/2006 1:15:01 PM and stars hang like pretty teenagers, waiting for their chance jinwei. – in your house i long to be. i am.
7/26/2006 1:15:08 PM jinwei. – in your house i long to be. and stars hang like pretty teenagers, waiting for their chance huzzah!

he’s a damn funny bugger.

My hair is too long for its own good. mr matsuo must teach me how to wax it.

My feet are rotting knn. army ftw.

Last Christmas I tried to realise that it was my 2nd year in the army and that it would be ending soon

When i turn my head left, i see my mom’s bedroom.

When i turn my head right, i see my balcony.

When i look down, i see my legs lar. like risse said, at least i can see my legs, and i would like to keep it that way for the rest of my life

The craziest recent event was captain balling at east coast on sunday with a limp ankle.

By this time next year I will be back in singapore for my one month summer break. and then i will go back too switzerland too soon, too fast.

One time at a family gathering i used to talk a lot.

You know i like you if i can be quiet around you. think about it ;p

If i won an award, the first person i’d thank is my mom.

Triangles are things you make tinkling sounds with.

My ideal breakfast is kway teow with chicken wing and tofu down my house. and a hot glass of teh tarik.

If you make me really happy i will just smile and give you a hug.

Boys are pwnzors.

I’d stop my wedding if i realised at the last moment she wasn’t the person for me. better to be a bastard for a day then one for years. well, of course we can divorce, but that’s not the point innit.

The world could do without people with oversized egos running a country.

I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than eating one.

Most recent thing you’ve bought yourself is 2 packets of one litre vitasoy.

Most recent thing someone else bought you is a book of survival questions.

My least favourite time of the day is when it rains when i’m balling.

The last time i was high i sang (omfg i SANG) with dingo when he crashed the councillors’ room during cap

The last person i talked to told me to take care?

Last night I had dinner with kelvin benjamin donald and kelvin’s junior. singapore is too small.

There’s this girl i know who is really lovely and needs to be happier.

There’s this guy i know who damn funny and endearing.

I’ll tell the next person who makes me really happy HAHAHA

I’m listening to sad eyes by josh rouse.

I last ate rice with fatty meat and vegetables.

My bedsheet is some purple shite.

I smell one am air.

On my table, i have jc notes that i never put away roflol.

My full name is three monosyllables that spell out white elm tree.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 5:27 am

when you listen to a gorgeous song, have you ever had the feeling that you never want it to end, that it would go on forever and then when you look at the player and see the bar move towards its inevitable conclusion there is this depressing knowledge of closure that this was the first time you found it so enthralling and then maybe you might never see it in the same light again even though you would replay it? two hours ago i realised aimee mann did a cover of the scientist and it was gorgeous; i am falling in love with the old heroes of my j2 lifetime all over again and i wonder, why am i so fickle, why did i forsake josh rouse and aimee mann, and then i think, what will happen if i eventually do have an ex and i am with my current one and i think all of a sudden, I LOVED HER so why did i give her up!

and then i will (hopefully) remember that i love my current one too, but i hope it never comes to that. past loves will invariably rend and scar you, and i think i have mentioned that before.

i have created a new blog for my birthday, but somehow i just can’t seem to be able to tear myself away from here. the interface is different, and blogspot feels more paper to me than the keyboard of wordpress (which is a funny irony given their names) but yes, you do get what i mean. maybe when i’m emotionally able enough i’ll divulge the name of my new home, but for now, for now i shall stay here.

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 1:28 am

and then it’s over and i don’t think i could have asked for a better day than this. it has been forever since i last had such a fantastic birthday and i am sincerely thankful for the company that arrived because really, i think i am a sucky host and it was just the simple energy that the people brought with them that kept everything afloat. if i sound non emo for once it is just because i am; i walked down buona vista road just now and shouted thank you god! because today has been a radiant, gorgeous day and maybe being 21 isn’t so bad afterall. love, actually, is all around and it has been ages since i last believed in it; maybe it’s not too late to be idealistic again.

i wished jesley didnt fall sick but like she said it’s never bad to have multiple celebrations! i am disinclined to disagree and heyy, maybe it’s time for you to meet mr lai and we can just all laugh again. and on a seperate note, thank you all, ALL who wished me a happy birthday and my phone is flooded again. and mr perry! if you’re reading this (which i hope you’re not), i like you too! in a non gay sorta way, just so you know ;)

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

hoorei.

Filed under: i'm unemo! — by dandelionwine @ 1:29 am

and then it’s over and i don’t think i could have asked for a better day than this. it has been forever since i last had such a fantastic birthday and i am sincerely thankful for the company that arrived because really, i think i am a sucky host and it was just the simple energy that the people brought with them that kept everything afloat. if i sound non emo for once it is just because i am; i walked down buona vista road just now and shouted thank you god! because today has been a radiant, gorgeous day and maybe being 21 isn’t so bad afterall. love, actually, is all around and it has been ages since i last believed in it; maybe it’s not too late to be idealistic again.

i wished jesley didnt fall sick but like she said it’s never bad to have multiple celebrations! i am disinclined to disagree and heyy, maybe it’s time for you to meet mr lai and we can just all laugh again. and on a seperate note, thank you all, ALL who wished me a happy birthday and my phone is flooded again. and mr perry! if you’re reading this (which i hope you’re not), i like you too! in a non gay sorta way, just so you know ;)

Monday, July 24, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 12:06 am

i’m a bloody old sodding git now innit.

and how is it like to be 21? like any other day i guess, except i guess i really love my mom for everything she’s done for me, for jac for being such a dear, to the tiny hoh for being the first to wish me good health for old age and any and everyone else who have tolerated me for the past 2 decades of my existence. jac said she wldnt be too presumptous to say that today marked the beginning of the rest of my life, and i thought, but heyy, that isnt such a bad saying! but now i think, the 24th july 2006 just marks the continuation for the rest of my life; some things have to be changed, some things should just lie where they are, and some people should regain a drive they have previously lost, if only not to fail people’s expectations of said person, and because really sometimes potential should really be fulfilled.

happy birthday pak. don’t fuck up again.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

because i start off with where i ended.

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 8:56 pm

i’m a bloody old sodding git now innit.

and how is it like to be 21? like any other day i guess, except i guess i really love my mom for everything she’s done for me, for jac for being such a dear, to the tiny hoh for being the first to wish me good health for old age and any and everyone else who have tolerated me for the past 2 decades of my existence. jac said she wldnt be too presumptous to say that today marked the beginning of the rest of my life, and i thought, but heyy, that isnt such a bad saying! but now i think, the 24th july 2006 just marks the continuation for the rest of my life; some things have to be changed, some things should just lie where they are, and some people should regain a drive they have previously lost, if only not to fail people’s expectations of said person, and because really sometimes potential should really be fulfilled.

happy birthday pak. don’t fuck up again.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 2:35 am

it’s another symmetrical figure on my clock and this time i will not mention it; i went down to choa chu kang stadium for the track finals where we swept the a b and c division titles and i wonder if i’ll actually come down again after three years; july is the month that holds the most for me and i’m not sure if anything will be the same again. dawn said i had an old man’s eyes and i wonder, how does she know, if it’s possible to know how some people are just only by their eyes and i wished i had that gift because it’s sometimes so tiring to know people, especially when their actions say two things at once and you cling onto the more optimistic part in hope of continuation and not closure.

there’s something about sufjan stevens that speaks to me in the light of the morning because he says so many things with his voice that i’m unable to express; these days i’m incapable of writing, incapable of voicing inspiration and that is what’s precisely weighing me down these days, the need to say so many things without the incapacity to and all it does is a feedback of sorts in such a way that it consumes me from within. i dont like secrets, occasion white lies (i’m not talking abt you jac ;p) and i don’t like the emotional surges that happen so frequently these days. but at least it’s the only thing to remind me i’m still alive while my ankle persists in its wilful torment of my body.

on monday i had fourty four days left, today i have fourty one and mr stevens mentions twenty seven and twenty thousand in passing.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 11:40 pm

Go to your iTunes playlist and put it all on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and after each one press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

1. What do you think of me, iTunes?
All In Your Mind – Beck (okay, sir.)

2. Will I have a happy life?
The Sun – Maroon 5 (i take that as a no.)

3. What do my friends really think of me?
My Lady Story – Antony and the Johnsons (so i’m a wuss lar.)

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
I Can’t Cook – Ublues (no again.)

5. What does [insert significant other] think of me?
I Did It My Way – Sid Vicious

6. How can I make myself happiest?
She Will Be Loved – Maroon 5 (wtf are all the maroon 5s coming out.)

7. What should I do with my life?
Beautiful Way – Beck (how shuffled is shuffle?!)

8. Why must life be so full of pain?
Same – Snow Patrol (so i busk in sadness and pain.)

9. How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Wires – Athlete (HAHAHA)

10. Will I ever have children?
Real Bad News – Aimee Mann (knn.)

11. Will I die happy?
Sleeping With A Gun Under My Pillow – The Boy Least Likely To Be Loved (oh dear me.)

12. Can you give me some good advice?
A Time To Be So Small – Interpol (lol)

13. Do you know where your children are?
Get Gone – Fiona Apple

14. What do you think happiness is?
You’re The Reason I’m Leaving – Franz Ferdinand

oh dear me, i think i’m quite positively fucked.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 1:32 pm

there’s nothing better for a guy leaving singapore in fourty four days to a place without guaranteed sporting facilities than spraining his ankle in his third game of ball in two weeks. this effectively wiped out my entire week’s plans, my mobility and all my workout schedules. home ftw pls.

incidentally, this goes out to everyone: if you have your birthday on monday, don’t bother finding a proper restaurant to dine in because all the good ones are probably closed; stay at home and cook for your friends and family because it’ll just save you the grief of finding one.

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all of a sudden i was just overcome with rage; why was it always the left leg that gave me shit; the tendinitis never really healed and i stopped sprinting because of it, because with the sacrifice of a dream at the very least i could do was to play sports without immense pain. and now with a twist(ha ha ) of fate i can’t do anything at all. and wednesday is the last nationals i’ll ever attend in my life and this happens.

sod it man, sod it. this is utterly fucked up.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — by dandelionwine @ 1:09 pm

JACLYN SEOW YAN MEI YOU ARE ONE BIG … SPENDTHRIFT!

wah law. air freight expensive la sia. but omg thanks for the gift, and I LOVE YOUR CARD HAHAHAHA. i was like omgwtf when i looked at the back but yes, the beach has been too long. i can only hope i will not degenerate into a mass of fats when i go to swissland, but like someone once told me, have you seen any fat swiss around?!

i guess i ll have to take their words for it.

but omg, thanks. <33 srsly don’t waste money like this again alright. hugs.

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